Wednesday, February 28, 2007
sIck, caN't bLamE anY oNe
I am now having fever. I thought to buy fast food and look for doctor on the way I was driving back from work. I still sitting here with instant noodle and didn’t visit any clinic yet, though (because I forgot I don’t have money in my purse and I was too lazy to withdraw money). So I am writing how I become so sick today here without doing what I should do.
I was not feeling so well since yesterday morning. But I still went to Jogoya with lulu, Partner Chew, JC, Vincent, Jason, Marcus, Miss lo and etc for dinner.
Is my bad that I become sick. Because I know I have to work today but I still want to join the sing k session after the dinner. Though I have a long time never feel so happy (Of cause cannot compare with the happiness lulu brought to me). *winks*
And so I am so sick now.
Oh no, I don’t know what I writing now. Forgive me if you can’t get any point in this entry
Here’s some photo yesterday.
Lulu in car with lulu bear

3 funniest friends I ever have

Notice that? Partner Chew at the back is watching lulu eat the fish. He looks so funny, like he so hope that he is the one who eating that fish.

This one is a gift from Jogoya

Then Partner Chew put his coconut on it

Lulu ate too much. But don’t you think he still looks lovely? ;)

Partner Chew is bullying the sea animal

*faint* *faint* *faint*
Get me a doctor...
jian drafted on 10:23 PM
Monday, February 26, 2007
First day work after a long week holidays was tiring.
But when lulu appears in front of me, I’ve forgot how sick I am. ;)
So I guess he is some kind of angel for me.
Dear lulu angel ah, I wish I can go some where else with you. (I want to take fish eye photo like how this cooler took) (And must be under hot sun, because my lulu lomo fish eye only can take good picture under hot sun…. Hehe…)
Lulu angel… teng teng teng. I know what you will say. “One fine day!”
Aiksss…
jian drafted on 11:41 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
abOut tHe trIp
The first step we walked out of the air port at Bali, we saw a man holding a board with papa’s name. So there he is, the person that hotel sent to ride us. We thought this hotel is great initially.
Then this person that gives us a ride is not a driver. He is one of a tour guides for that hotel. He kept offers us some tour to here and there. He told us his plan, from 7am morning we should go some temple to see how people do this and that and yadda yadda.
So papa told him that we prefer starts our tour on noon time because we need more time to rest. He said this, “If you like to sleep, why you don’t sleep at home?” So I confused. We went Bali to relax though.
He brought us to some stupid place to see some sea turtle. They lock the sea turtle in a room at beach, and they let any one sit on the big sea turtle. It was the cruelest thing I ever saw. Those sea turtle should be safe in sea not being locked like this. The species of sea turtle are critically endangered over the world, and they doing this but no one concern about it? I so hope I didn’t visit there, because if less people like to see them, they won’t lock those turtle because there is no value for them to do that.
 Then he brought us to some Chinese seafood restaurant beside the beach that selling the worst seafood I have in my life and much more expensive than we have it in Malaysia. Apparently, this fellow cannot be trusted.
So we decided to not follow any tour he offers at the other day. I am so much enjoy to walk over the street myself, watch the life of kids and people live in Bali and buy thing that is so much cheaper than the place he trying to bring us to.
We have some miscommunication with either airasia or the hotel then. We book a 5 person package from airasia and we paid for 5 persons though we only have 2 hotel rooms but we thought there should be beds that can afford 5 persons. Then the hotel insists that we only have 2 queen side beds and we have to pay for the extra bed.
So we pay, but they said their credit card machine is broken and they prefer us to pay cash. What a shame that a hotel credit card machine can be broken for few days? And it works at last minute before we rush for our flight.
At another way, the tour guide from hotel asked us to call him if we going to Bali again without staying in this hotel.
I not saying any thing bad, but a country that depends too much on tourist, will cause the people there always thinking their way to earn money from the tourist. Then some people in bad intention ruin my holidays.
Bali is still a beautiful place. The building is artistic. I like the abstract painting a lot that I saw in one shop at Kuta (only that shop), I love the things there, the building there, the furniture there, the spa there, but definitely not that hotel.

jian drafted on 9:38 PM
Friday, February 23, 2007
bAli froM jIan eyEs







jian drafted on 1:48 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
This year is an awful year, today is Chinese New Year Eve, but it keeps raining. I am getting out of Malaysia tomorrow, though.
Papa planned to go Bali many months ago. Normally, we plan around July or August. Then we started to book every thing around October. So there, I have to leave here tomorrow and say bye bye to my Angpows.
I have been gone from here awhile because of the tight schedule of works and requirement changes of client. So these two weeks I almost fainted every day in office because my brain can’t think about the logic of what client needs.
My lulu gave his first time to me. Opps, I mean he gave his first time of buying flowers to me. Haha… So he bought me flowers and he worried that I don’t love it.
Dear lulu ah, whatever you bought to me, there’s a meaning for me. Something that people cannot see, but I feel so happy every time I look at them. So is not the matter of the things you bought I will like or not. I will love every thing, because at the moment you think about buying me this and that, I already start loving it and loving you more and more. Muackkzzz…
 I miss lulu. I start missing lulu already. I will come back after 5 days. Then start to continue my works again at home. *Faint* and I want to hug and kiss lulu for the amount of days I not here.
Happy CNY to every one!!!
jian drafted on 1:21 PM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
kEep hEr STRONG
Dear Yen,
You must be strong. I need you to be strong. If only you are strong, then I won’t feel weak. I know you stand it hardly. I know you feel terrible. Life is so unfair.
You are the greatest baby I met since I reached this world. We have known each other 24 years. You are the sweetest girl I ever met.
I always like to stick with you when I came to your house. I love to talk to you, because you will always listen. I like to hear your words, because you always talk softly.
You are always the most beautiful person in my heart. Is not only from the outlook you have, your heart is beautiful too.
You will never make any mistake to cause people feel bad. Still remember when we were still kids, I always the one who come out with lot of naughty ideas and drag you in to my plan. We always plan to stay over night at other’s house, and I always the one who talk to your mom. Because you don’t want to make your mummy angry but you also don’t want to disappoint me.
You are my sister. Although we just cousin, but I do treat you as a sister in my heart. You always cook me supper but on the same time telling me not to eat so much instant noodle. You always bring me to nice food just because I like those foods that I can’t find in KL.
You always be there for me when I go to grandma house. I need you to always be there when I go to grandma house ok?
I need you to be strong. I will always there for you, to hold you tight when you need me.
You are very important to many people. Grandma always said that you are the best grand daughter she ever has. Please be strong. You are always beautiful. Your heart tells it all.
I trying not to cry for you, I need you to know that this is just a small matter, so you must be strong, it is not something that sounds so bad, isn’t it?
Now is just a start, we have long way to go. Still remember, I said that when your kid grows up, those people outside will say that “Oh, your kid just look like your sister!” to you.
We always dream about our future together with Mei, Leong, Fang, Hui, Ying, Han, Pei, Yi and others. Still remember? The dreams will come true, and you can’t miss any part of it.
Please be strong. Now we take turn, this is my turn to be there for you, to listen to you, and to tell you stories.
I feel so weak. Please keep me strong.
jian drafted on 10:17 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
mY lUlu at bAngkoK!!!
Lulu went to Bangkok this early morning. I didn’t get his call yet.
I past by his house this morning… (not intention to pass by) his car was there like every morning, and my lulu bear still there inside the car. But he is so far away from me.
The sky not blue any more, and the sun not warm too. Suddenly everything is not beautiful.
I don’t miss him. I don’t miss him. I don’t miss him.
Booohooo~
I wish he has a great time.
I don’t miss him!!! And I tell you, I won’t.
Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo…………
I feel so nervous when I can’t feel him. ;(
jian drafted on 5:29 PM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
i feEl hoMe
 I finally feel home.
I once have a very sweet home before I study at Uni. But on the time I study at Uni, my parent decided to move to a new house though I not staying with them on that time too.
The new house is beautiful, but I don’t have my bed and my stuff there. The most important thing is the memory I have there is so less that I don’t even have time to get more.
On the time I stayed at Millennium Court, the happiest period of time is when Ngee Shin was there with me. We always think that our room is the most romantic room in the whole building. And we have everything with name such as our plant called Yun Nam, small fridge called Baby Cool and yadda yadda. Of course I also have a lot of funs with Jessica, Ming ming and Kb.
But since the day I move out from there, I started to look for a feeling of home. Because I think wherever I stay on that time, I can’t feel really comfort with.
I always think that a feeling of comfort home is the most important thing in life. And Of cause that includes who is in that comfort home with me. Home is the only place that I recharge my self to face the world outside. So if I don’t have a comfort home, I will be exhausted by no reason.
Then I finally feel home again!!! Thanks to my lulu that helping me to create this beautiful home and also my parents that provide me some of the furniture. On the time I move into this unit, it is just an old 13 years unit with well maintenance for the Condo management. Now, this unit is full of love and happiness.
I always feel want to go home any time any where I am now. ;)
(Having a great home let me feel so good that even when some one wearing a super beautiful cloth pass by me, I still think that I glad I have a beautiful home rather than I have a piece of mighty outdated poor cloth in months)
jian drafted on 12:15 AM
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