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Saturday, April 29, 2006
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jian drafted on 2:04 AM Thursday, April 27, 2006 Thunder Now you know why I am so scared yesterday about the thunder? Because I saw this happens when I was stuck in traffic jam… Source: http://thestaronline.com/news/story.asp?file=/2006/4/27/nation/14078869&sec=nation And few years ago, I read an analysis from news paper said that, Malaysia is the second most country lighting occurs frequantly in the World. And almost twenty people dead each year caused by lighting. But I can’t found the newspaper to prove now. Every one laugh at me that I must have done something wrong so I am so afraid about lighting? Ya, maybe hor, But why those bad people I saw never worry about the thunder? Hmmm.. Maybe I am too evil so I scared…. So here are some other news about the thunder kill some people yesterday and luckily it didn’t kill me wehn i was on the road for two and a half hours. Source: http://thestaronline.com/news/story.asp?file=/2006/4/27/nation/14079594&sec=nation Omg, it was happened at Amcorp Mall. I went there around 5pm too… And... One killed, two hurt by lightningSource: http://thestaronline.com/news/story.asp?file=/2006/4/27/nation/14081013&sec=nation jian drafted on 2:47 PM Two and a half hours  Fark……I went for an interview today for a free lance job introduced by Jaclynn. It is at Menara Millennium around Help College. As usual, I started to asked Lulu and others about the direction of the roads and I found the map online last night. Then you know what happens? I forgot to bring the map. The rain was so heavy this afternoon, and I used two and a half hours to look for Menara Millennium and every time I lost, I took a big turn and tried to look for it again. The thing cause me feeling so bad is I afraid of thunder. Every flash of lighting, I feel like it flashes into my heart. When I heard that scary sound, my heart almost bleeds. So I was driving in the thunder storm for two hours which was really freaks me out and it was like a night mare to me now. So guess what? I end up by crying when I am on the way back. Janet is a good lady who keeps asking me to try one more times, but after two and a half hours I know that on the time I found the building, they might leave the office already. Can you imagine a girl who is crying when driving, walking, even having dinner? That’s me!!! Farking stupid!!! I am idiot who always lose in directions. Don’t laugh… I am sad ;( jian drafted on 12:28 AM Tuesday, April 25, 2006 Graduated?  All over now!!! I have to start all over again. But I still can’t find out what I want to do. I don’t want to disappoint my parent. I have taken their money for twenty two years. And is time to return it now. But but but… I need some times to figure out my future though. I never thought of “graduated”. And when I finished my last paper, Partner Chew said, “Wow, I finally graduated”. That’s freak me out. Oh my god, what I have to do from now on? Hmm… Luckily, lulu and I are planning to have an adventurous trip at somewhere else this weekend for our one year anniversary celebration. So I should clear my mind out and start planning for the trip instead of thinking those craps. I love the feeling of having a same goal with lulu. We planning together, thinking of bring our whole lulu family there, and how every thing going to works out. Some one told me that one of the sources of strong relationship is having a same goal between the couple. I need some rests now…. Exhausted. jian drafted on 3:26 PM Friday, April 21, 2006 Don't put your own target on others  So I always say I want to buy a house soon. Some one thinks that I am idiot who don’t know how to differentiate between dream and target. But if you never set your target and go ahead, you will never know that you can make it or not. So I am quite pissed sometimes when I get those comments. Why I want to have a house indeed? Because I can’t think about what I want more than a house now!!! I am not those girls that thinking of “Ohh, I want that platinum bracelet!” or “Ohh, I want that new hand phone!” (I was like that two years ago). So I am greedier now! I want something more than that because I feel homeless… I don’t want to stay with my parent because the house is too far from town. I love them of cause but not driving so far every day and stuck in traffic jam. Of cause platinum bracelet, hand phone are attractive to me too. Just if I stop buying stuff like that, the possibility of buying a house before I am 25 is higher. Then some girls said, “Of cause if I have your look and body, and I have some high pay job offers I will be able to talk like that too.” Ha.. Who tells you that earning money must have the look and body? There are thousand ways outside you can think to earn money, just you willing to sacrifice your time or energy only. And don’t simply think that the money I earned is easy. Can you keep your smiling face whenever the environment is bad and even when some one abused you? Can you manage to talk well to all customers when you are in bad mood or sick? Can you wearing high heels and stand for long time? Don’t simply say anything when you never try before. And please don’t think something like, your boy friend is supposed to buy this and that for you. Or something like “When my boy friend is rich…”. Oh girls, come on. Why you can’t buy it your self? Why your boy friend must be the one who going to be rich? What if he is still a poor man after 10 years? To be more realistic, if you make your self rich or at least can earn money and buy your self thing, don’t you think it is easier than expect others to do it? I rather if he buys me present, that’s a surprise, not my expectation. I love my lulu and I want him to have a good life not having all those stress every day. Of cause I wish my lulu will think in the same way of giving me a good life because he loves me too. It is two ways contribution, you see. So now answer me, When your boy friend gets rich and buy you what you want, then what you going to give him as return? Love? But he love you too so that’s not fair. What you going to give him as return then? Think about it if you love him! Don’t hate me girls, I just saying what I thinking. You can act like you never see this post before or you can just think that I am wrong. I don’t care but I choose to love in that way and I fight for my future not dreaming (although I love to dream). jian drafted on 5:39 PM Wednesday, April 19, 2006 Pao Zhou Poh and Ah Beng  When I moved into this house, I noticed that my Pao Chou Poh (house owner who almost 50 years old) will
But, since there is a Ah Beng moved into our house week ago, she changed her attitudes to
She asked me to work with that Ah Beng because Ah Beng needs people to help him. She said that Ah Beng is Motorola distributor at this area. Of cause I rejected. Can you tell me if you are Motorola distributor, would you rent a small room which even has to share air-con with the man next door? I even don’t understand a Motorola distributor can go to work with funky shirt? The girl next door is going to work for him soon. No eyes see… jian drafted on 10:05 PM Monday, April 17, 2006 May  May SCB and Jaclynn get well soon…  May every thing turn out well for Wingz…  May the lucks of the robber transfer to Mingming brother’s Chew...  May all students can pass their exam… Sources: http://nine3nine4.blogspot.com/2006/04/blogger-scb-in-coma-please-everyone.html http://rojaks.blogspot.com/2006/04/monday-just-cant-get-anymore-worst.html http://rojaks.blogspot.com/2006/04/rich-dad-poor-dad.html http://lionel.textmalaysia.com/jackpot.html http://lionel.textmalaysia.com/wtf-is-happening.html jian drafted on 9:18 PM Sunday, April 16, 2006 MIneral Water
jian drafted on 11:33 PM Saturday, April 15, 2006 I Wish I am a Nerd Sometimes  This is what happens when I studying for exam…  First, I will sit on my lovely chair and read. “I am a nerd, I am nerd, I am nerd, Haha!!!”, first thought. After 10 minutes...  “Woooo, I love my bed, it is soft. And I must stay away from my pc. Read, read, read… I am still a nerd, blek!!!”, second thought. After 15 minutes...  “I think this pose better…”, third thought. After 20 minutes...  “I don’t understand what the fark are IEEE 802.3, IEEE 802.11, IEEE 802.11a, IEEE 802.11b… Ohhh.. Got IEEE 802.11g some more!!!”, forth thought. After 25 more minutes...  zzzZZZZZZ... jian drafted on 10:18 PM Friday, April 14, 2006 Final Exam  So this is the final exam for Bachelor of Information System Engineering course. Haha~ That’s mean it might be the last exam in my life. I love student life. Because that is so hard for me to wake up before 9am and keep on burning my energy until 5pm. As a student, I can just skip the morning class if I want to. Or else, sleep after the morning class. I know, I know… I am such a lazy woman who only likes to read some story books, blogs, watch movies, hang around, lying on bed, and maybe act like dead body whole day. But final exam is coming. Then what’s going in my mind is, “please… don’t come so soon. I still haven’t finished enjoy my relaxing life.” I hate exam!!! Two more weeks, there will be two big things in my life. First, I have to face the cruel world that, I need to work. Second, I will have my first year anniversary with lulu!!! Ok, why the anniversary is so IMPORTANT? Because I never been the first in his life, if not mistaken. So, I am going to be the FIRST one for something else soon starting from the first girl who celebrate one year anniversary with him. Haha~ And the last one, I hope. Some one please teaches me how to control my subconscious on study!!! jian drafted on 8:16 PM Thursday, April 13, 2006 English Breakfast  Don’t you think I am getting fatter? I ate supper every night because I keep hungry every two hours and I love to eat. Ohhhh!!! I never worry about getting fatter because I never being fat before. But now I should start control my hunger. PS: Yeeepeee! Lulu brought me to 1U and has a big English breakfast with me. I tell you hor, if everyday I can have an English breakfast with scrambled egg, bacons, hotdogs, tomatoes with olive oil, and baked bread with butter, I swear I won’t care about how fat I could be!!! Life is so wonderful with foods. PS: I still can’t break my own record in that Suicide Bombing Game. Mingming… Did you make it? Hehe… jian drafted on 10:34 PM Suicide bombing game This game is freaking funny!!! Suicide Bombing Game Your purpose is to suicide at the most crowded place. The more people you kill when you suicide with the bomb on your body, the higher score you get. So Steven challenged me for breaking his high score which is 7 persons dead and 2 persons injured. Please, some one please breaks his record!!! The game is simple. The man will follow the direction of your mouse. Click when you want to bomb. Have fun!!! Don't forget to print screen for your highest score and show me! ;) I've got...  7 dead and 1 injured jian drafted on 12:43 AM Tuesday, April 11, 2006 I love the way they are I visited my bros house last night. I never visited their house since they moved to new unit. As usual, they messed up their house. But this time is better since this unit is really nice which located at 20th floor with good night view. I love this few guys (Don’t miss understand me, love as friend). They are a group of different kind people. HangSiu is an intelligent man that he never studies but his result is amazing and he is smart and knowledgeable. Ah Ping is full of artistic. He is soft and he somehow quiet and shy. Ah Chew (my partner) is talkative and called him self as bilibala sei lan chui club president. The house is full of noise because of him. Ah How is kind, looks like The Rock, and he is the most normal man in their group. Haha~ The reason I love them so much is because they let me copy the exam tips!!! Mwahahaha~ And HangSiu lend me a lot of DVDs. I actually want to join their study group, but they only study at mid night. I don’t like to stay over night there though. I love the way they are, indeed. When I am there with them, I can just feel happy without saying a word. Because by listening what they say, I can laugh until my stomach ache. I love to be with them because they never have any intension to me since they never treat me as a girl. So we can talk whatever topics we like to talk. Hangsiu is going to Penang after study. I somehow feel sad about it. Haha.. Every time I saw them laughing together, dotaing all the times, smoking heavenly, I feel that from the deep of their heart, they not really wish to leave each other. But life has to go on. Every one has different way to go in future. So now, they stay together, they play hard, study hard and enjoy the time left. They have to say bye bye to each other after the exam though. I can’t stand for sad things. I love to be with them but now when I am there with them I feel sad. If they can stay together, working around same area all the days, it will be so nice. I love them being together. I love to see they talk crap, discuss techniques of playing dota. I love to see HangSiu scold Ah Chew to study for exam. I like to see Ah Chew is making fun of those guys. I like to see Ah Ping asking HangSiu questions. I love the way they are. But it will be gone soon.  Their heaven  Smoke smoke smoke  They start swimming nowadays  Partner Chew's beg  I love HangSiu's monitor  I love Ping's mini Mini Cooper too  Two mini Mini Coopers  The bottle fulled by bus tickets  Partner Chew and me jian drafted on 5:58 PM Monday, April 10, 2006 Wow… Papa came back from Cambodia!!! He bought me scarves. Hehe… And I love it! Is just almost 2USD there, you see.
 He told me about the life of people there. They are very poor. The men there will sleep on afternoon because the weather is too hot and they can’t really work. The ladies there have to carry the water from the well everyday. Almost ten houses sharing a well for water. Papa said they look so happy everyday.  Low expectation, never care about money, faces, materials, and just live with love is so happy though. For us, it seems to be difficult. Lulu bought a Dopod 818 today. He has so many thing wants to buy. Hmmm… If one day I get rich, I going to buy him all the things he wants.   Ohhh!!! Something surprise is I have few months never bought any thing for myself. Last time at least I will buy some new clothes or new toys once a month. But after I got my pay from jobs this few months, I started to stop buying thing. Hmmm.. Good sign huh?  jian drafted on 1:09 AM Hopes in love Is it so important to have a lover that has a good future and maybe rich? So, there is a man who very close to me, partner Chew. He is my first friend at Utar and there is no sorry and thank you between us. He likes to makes jokes around and sometimes just mad like me. There is rumour about he is my boyfriend since the school started (I don’t know is there still any now). But we definitely won’t fall to each other because WE WON’T. Haha~ is the feeling problem. So he has a girl friend almost four years. He loves her very much, I know. Although sometimes he likes to know pretty girls in our school, but he just never stop loving her. But they are just not same type of people. The girl is a good student at UM who study every day, saving money all the times and live her life seriously. Partner Chew is not so hardworking on school works though he playing DOTA all the days. However, every one has strength and weaknesses. Chew is just a man that will always be there for friend. He is kind and he is somehow funny person. I think they complete each other by putting each other strength to each other weaknesses. Times go by, the girl started to think that my partner Chew has no future. She blames him hopeless. She said the stress she has more than Chew so much. Ofcause partner chew trying very hard to do everything she wants. He tried hard and she just never satisfied and end up by tears. After sometimes, partner Chew started to fill too pressure to go on. When things come like that, you will start to think that is it if you give up, things will be better. She might be happier and he can live the way he wants. But from my point of view, she needs partner chew because the life she has is just so boring and only chew can makes her laugh. Partner chew needs her to go on his life because he needs some one to monitor him all the time. I can’t imagine the life chew going on without his girl friend. So is it the future of girl is really depending on man? For me, as long as he can supports his own life, that’s good enough. I don’t really need him to be rich or having a good future though. It will just like a lottery to me in the case of he thinks that he wants to give me a better life and so he works hard. We just shouldn’t blame our lover that he is useless and hopeless. Hopes can be putting on our selves not our lover. I put hopes in love. Not in his future and how much he can gain. I might be wrong. Poor partner chew… I will always be there for you. Just like last time, you were there for me all the times when my ex hurts me.  jian drafted on 1:04 AM Saturday, April 08, 2006 Caught accidentally  I did something stupid last night. But I think finally I understand my lulu a little bit more. When he called me twice and I never pick up the phone call, I went down stair to check out is it he is outside my house door. And he was there. So nothing can be better than seeing lulu nervously standing there. He loves me *winks*. ♥♥♥ If next time I never answer the phone calls and I really have met some accidents, would he still coming to my house nervously or he thought I’m just playing with him? Hmm… I wondering if last night, when I went down stair and opened the door, he was not there and how would I feel? Then I just make more and more troubles to myself. That’s why when I woke up this morning, I started to feel myself is so dumb. Sorry to lulu, can I press a delete button then every stupid thing I have done so far being deleted? Hm… I am wondering where the delete button located. Oh no, I feel my self getting dumber. *hide under the bed* jian drafted on 3:59 PM Friday, April 07, 2006 Catch me!!! We play a game. Hide and seek!
You might ask me why? Because I feel tired to be the one who looking for you. It is just like I am always forcing you to be with me. Although some times you said you miss me but I know you somehow feel stress because of me. I wish when you come to look for me is because of you really miss me. I will always there and you can always easily get me. You are the person who understands me the most and so you will get me if you want. I lost at KL today. I am so freaking scare. I wish you are there. But when I called you, you never answer the phone as usual. I feel like I am so stupid. I wish you will always there when I need you, just like I can be always there if you need me too. Sometimes I guess why you don’t want to pick up my phone call. Is it because of you are really busy or you feeling stress when I called you. I thought calling some one else is the way to show some one that we miss them. But I might be wrong. I have my dreams. I wish I can buy a house, have a pet, and my house is big enough to have a plasma tv to let you watch tv with me. But sometimes it is out of my control. I did not get the nisan job I think, due to I am not presented my self well in the interview session. I thought I can work for few more this kind of jobs to get the money for the down payment of house. But it seems like failed and I should stop dreaming. I am sad somehow. I never expect you to be rich and handsome. I love you. Maybe sometimes you feel bad about I not really like you to smoke and drink. But that’s because of I love you. I might be too dumb to understand what you think. But I always wish I know what’s in your mind. I love you and I wish you love me too. ;) jian drafted on 9:15 PM Oh my goodness! See what I found in some one friendster’s photos…
 Mwahahahaha~  Note: Please ask me to study when you see me. Last time I started to study before one month from the exam date. Now, I only have almost one week left but I still no mood to read any book!!! Some one please monitors me! ;( jian drafted on 12:54 PM Wednesday, April 05, 2006 Jogoya at Starhill So finally I have time to blog about this. Jaclynn and I went to StarHill for Japanese Buffet with Steven and his friends. The Japanese Buffet at Jogoya had been mentioned by many other bloggers before such as Dr. Liew (He had clear all his blog histories, so I just can’t link that post) and also Rojak .
According to Rojak, there are lot of scallops available in Jogoya but I can’t found one which quite disappointed me (I love Scallops!). However, the Japanese food available there are more that Saisaki though. This place will totally adored by some one love to eat Sashimi, crab, prawn, oyster, and drink coconut jus. Imagine you can just eat as much as Sashimi, and seafood you want without thinking of how much you have to pay by paying a fixed price. It is worth, in deed. Jaclynn and I not having much food there due to some strange reasons but we both appreciate that night so much. Our life is just so wonderful! Hahahaha~  Oystersss  Japanese dishes  Steamed fish  Oysters again!!! (hahahaha~)  Tempura, money pocket and "fake scallops" (I thought they are scallops, so I was freaking excited. But when I put it into my mouth, I know I am just a idiot girl. So I called them “fake scallops”. Don’t laugh!)  Bamboo clams and grilled prawns  Soft shell crabs  Money pockets, Sashimi, and tomatoes   Wooo, magic!!! Why the paper won’t burn up by the fire and how can it supports so many foods?  Deserts  Tea time  Steven and his friends  Hahahaha~ He is single and available! Send your profile to me if you are interested ;p jian drafted on 1:31 AM Monday, April 03, 2006 Going back I can always doing everything alone. Every day I wake up, I will pick the instant noodle I like to eat that day. Then I will go through all the blogs I like, news, and read some magazines maybe. I can shop alone, buying the stuff I needed, and maybe have a burger at Mc Donald alone. And I just never thought that I am lonely.
When some one comes into my life, sharing our happiness and tears, life becomes better. But I can’t avoid the scene of saying good bye to them and it hurts. When I was a kid, my family moved from one place to another frequently. So I never have a close friend that can last long. When my cousins came to my house for holidays, we spent most of the times together. When I wake up in the morning, I saw my cousins around me. We drew pictures together, sing together, danced together and enjoy everything together. After a week, they left and I was there crying on the bed they slept before. No one understand my feeling, my mom thought I am just weird. After years, I only realized that I am so lonely when Liwei left me. I always wished to have some body that sharing everything with me. But I scared some how. I afraid to lose some one because it is so hard to build up a relationship, you see. But after sometimes, I’ve forgot that I am lonely. I thought I can just driving every where myself, doing every thing my self, passing every obstacle my self, and facing every thing myself. But after I met Jaclynn, we started hanging out together. The feeling of sharing is good. She reminded me the days I had with Ngeeshin. Then she is going to Australia this morning. I don’t know how to describe my feeling. I am happy for her that she cans finally getting happier. But I some how…. I some how disappointed to my life. I going back to the life of deciding what kind of instant noodle I like to eat every afternoon, hiding in the bed room all the days, and shopping when I need to shop. I am getting greedier. I wish I can stay with some one who I love. I wish every day there is some one watching tv with me. I wish every day, there is some one telling me their days such as what’s funny things happened today, what problems they are facing, what cause them so happy or sad etc. Jaclynn won’t be coming back in months. Lulu is not the kind of man that shares all his feeling with me, though. He is the man who understands me the most. But he just not used to share his problems with me. I still love him. No one can always there with me. Hence, there is always a good bye to every one in our life. I just don’t like to face it. I going back to the life that I used to have last time. I should be fine soon, maybe.  When Ngeeshin and me staying together  When lulu was there with me at Genting  When Jaclynn and me stayed overnight at Kajang  I will be fine soon jian drafted on 2:17 AM |
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