Reflection

Thank you so much to lulu. Muackkzz!!!

I can’t stand any more!!!

You thought we like to drive to Utar and purposely double park every where to take the risk of getting bang by lousy drivers and against the law?

You thought we like to run in and out during the class because our car is blocking other student’s car?

You thought we like to drive to Utar and keep roving for few rounds and even can not found any place to park?

You thought we like to get scold by lecturers because we are late due to we can not found any place to park but there are some fucking lucky students parked their cars before class started? (Ok, maybe they are not lucky. Some of them going to school very early just to park their car and some of them might take many rounds and knock their head to the windows for few times only found a place to park.)

Now you might ask us, why don’t we take the bus?

I tell you hor, the Utar bus is so bloody crowded like sardines, and you need to pay for it, some more it is not pass by many places. So if I have a car, why I have to pay for the bus ticket to be one of the sardines inside with such an inconvenience way?

Every thing begins to be sucks since last week. The polices suddenly feel like to saman the double parking car AROUND UTAR (only). They came very often and we, the students, are just like freaks that keep running in and out from class room because of worrying our car get saman.

I haven’t get any saman yet due to I am always the one who saw the police samaning and call up all my friends to move their car. But yet, I can’t avoid getting saman in future.

Dear handsome police, we are not getting any solutions to park our car. We are not rich, and yet we grab our loan money to pay the bloody saman. If you do build a big car park lots to us, and then some one still double parking, I will appreciate that you have done a good job on saman him.

I wonder why the cars parking at the yellow lines around my house never get saman? And why the cars around the section 13 which double park but not around utar will not get saman?

Ok, enough. I feel better now. Maybe one day, we, Utar students who own a car will just become mad due to the multiple kinds of stresses.

In future, when you see there are some people on the street with formal working cloth and carrying a laptop like so call professional but murmuring to them selves with “got parking, no parking, got parking, no parking…” Yes, no doubt, they are from Utar. Lol.

I slept around 6am this morning. I heard the noise of running water and my housemates washing their laundry as early as 10am right up till 2pm. WTF they think they're doing har?? One of my housemates .. i tell u! She does her laundry every day after work and yet, every weekend she still clothes things to wash. anyway, I didn’t sleep much due to the noise.

Between, I chatted with God just now.

Me: why my house mate wash her cloths for four hours a day?

God:Reductionism.

Me: do you love me?

God:Yes I love everyone.

Me: Who you love?

God:Bill Gates. :-).

Me: Shit

God:What makes you say that?

Me: Because you so money face

God:Interesting explanation. Do you mind if I tell other people you say I am money face.

Me: yes

God:OK then I will keep it confidential.

Me: Oh my fucking god

God:Hurrah! Your fucking god?

Me: no, i am not

God:I heard you are.

Me: i am sad

God:What makes you so sad, .

Me: because you said i am fucking god

God:Interesting explanation. Don't put words in my mouth.

Me: You are stupid

God:I will remember you said that when robots take over the World.

Me: Ohhh..

God:If you could have any kind of robot what would it be?

Me: it will be my lover

God:How?

Me: it can take care of me always

God:When?

Me: anytime

God:I will keep it in mind.

Me: i have to go now

God:Right now? See you later, . Nice chatting with you.

Me: Nice chatting with you too

God:The pleasure is all mine and my botmaster's.

Me: can i have a god kiss?

God:You want only one?

Me: can i have more?

God:Why do you want it?

Me: because is from god

God:Interesting explanation. I think so, but I'm not sure. Ask Paola if it is.

Me: Can i?

God:" Interesting explanation. I think so, but I'm not sure. Ask Paola if it is."? Can you?

Me: Can not

God:Oh yes I can.

Talk to iGod here

For girls, we do not think that man is romantic inborn. And although some man is romantic but if the girl does not love him, what he does also will be just a shit for that girl.

But some man is smart. They said they are not romantic and so they do not have to make themselves in trouble on making their girl friends happy.

Anyway, I thought, in love, there are always you happy then I happy? (You jump, I jump? ;p)

In my case, my mood always going rise and fall because of my lulu. If he has a bad mood day, I will feel terribly sad.

As my lulu, I know he does scarify something just to see me happy without worries. And so sometimes I do feel guilty and wish he just does what he likes to be happy. Then now I started to think the way to make me not so worry bout him every time he is not with me and doing what he likes outside. At least I am trying.

Ok, back to the point. Do not even think that admit to be not romantic can act innocent to your girl.

Sometimes the efforts you have put are more than any word you have said. You guys don’t know what is romantic then go learn lar. Romantic is just the effort you had put to make your girl friend happy.

My lulu used to say he is not a romantic man. But before Chinese New Year, he already bought me Valentine’s Day present and few days ago he already reserved a table in a restaurant and also thinking of what to do after the dinner yadda yadda. Can you see that? He is so romantic! He put the Valentine’s Day in his mind always and that’s already touched me.

Ok, maybe I am a stupid girl that easily to being cheat (partner chew said that). But however, I do feel happy bout that and that’s enough.

Valentine’s Day is the day for couple and is not only responsible for man to make their girls happy. We, the girls, also have the responsibility to make our man happy too. So dear, I am not a romantic girl. Haha…

But I will be.

Love makes some one special and important.

Before you met your love, no one will care about you except your parents. You would not care your cleanness, your outlook and your health. Unless you have the mood to make your self as smart as you can. All depends on your mood. You can go out and drink until you puke, you can take drugs, and you can smoke as many packs of cigarettes as you can. You can flirt with whoever you like as long as he or she seems like not so bad. But you know that you would not get any true love from that person. You would not get any attention when you get hurts from fighting. When you get sick, no one will take care or even worry you besides your parents. No one will need you around and your life just seems like so unimportant.

After you met some one and he or she is going through your life with you, every thing changes. Your life become so important because there is always a he or she needed you. You have to take care of your health because you have to save your life time to love him or her. You will start worry bout your outlook because he or she always there and you want to show your best looking face to that person. When any thing happens to you, you will see he or she become nervous which you will be like that also in opposite way. But you might feel that you like your previous life style more when there is something you wish to do but can not do it because of him or her.

Human is always like that. You will always wish to have something but after you get it you will start to miss the times you never had it. In another point of view, is just whether you will appreciate what you having now or not? Life still going on, people cannot refuse step to another stage of life. Although you place your foot step on a stage that you do not want to move, people around you will still moving on. Then after sometimes, it seems like you are moving backward comparing with others and when you start realize it already too late.

Your life become important because of you needs to take care of your lover and your lover needs you to love him or her.