Friday, December 30, 2005
Dear lulu,
 love, jian
jian drafted on 4:03 AM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
This year I have…
... created nottyjian blog.
...bump into Ngeeshin as she became my new room mate.

...met a mad hamsap lou in industrial training company.
...got a very beautiful flower but dead after few months.
 ...got fever for almost everymonth once.
...fall to lulu “accidentally”.

...went Cherating with family.
 
...finished my industrial training from Info Trek.
...received 3 bouquets of flowers.
...make lulu to help me in my industrial training report.
...change my crazy Innostream to Nokia.
...permed my hair.

...got my baby fridge.

...got yunnam but he already past away.

...celebrated my birthday with lulu.
...past through the days with full of haze.

...got lovely fansu from lulu.

...bye bye to Ngeeshin because she went to UK.

...met the new room mate who driving me crazy.
...move to a new house but still Kajang.

...been blocked by police because of road tax already expired for two months but I never realized.

...starts working as free lancer for ushering, promoting product or registration for events.
...envy lulu’s interns can see lulu all day long.
...lost lulu’s chain, tie and necklace.
...went Genting with lulu.

...move my room from Millennium Court to Section 14 PJ.
...went to HongKong with family.
...wished to have a pug as pet but finally bought iDog.

...got the first Christmas present from lulu’s mommy.
...celebrated 8 anniversaries with lulu. ;)
...been crazy with friends.
  
 
I should start thinking of what I wish to do next year, though. ;)
jian drafted on 11:10 PM
Ok, start from the Christmas Eve. We went to a small pub with live band around my place finally. But what surprised us was, they hired some sexy girls dancing around. So, all of the guys cannot control themselves from looking toward those girls. But why don’t they hire some hot men dance for girls also, unfair!!! Lol.
We took photo in the restroom.

Lulu with his brothers.

Don’t vomit blood!!! Sexy~

After that, I went back Kajang (Parents house) at mid night. Next morning, we went to Penang, my grandmother’s house because my cousin (biu gor) is going to marry.
The night before he has gets the bride.

See the "tong yuen" so cute.

PheiHan, Janey and me at the restaurant that is owns by my biu gor (PheiHan's brother).

I love Janey’s watch!!!

Nice couple huh?



Eat eat eat!!!

My daughter and me

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Nah... I don't have any kid lar. She is my dear biu jie's daugther. She is same age with me, but she already has a daughter. *shame of me*

I love this stage!!! It is at my cousin’s house.

When we were too boring.

Wedding dinner at Gurney Hotel

XiaoXian, Janey and me

Janey, the bride, XiaoXian, XiaoMean, and me

MeiFang, PheiYin, Janey and me

Jasmine and me
XiaoPhei and me
PheiHan and me  I’ve got the first Christmas present in my life today!!! It is from lulu’s mommy. Wa… She is so kind. I love lulu…. ‘s mommy. Muackkzz. Lulu, don’t forget to say thank you for me ya. ;)
Lulu, happy one year anniversary for know each other. Today is the first day I went to work as his intern last year. After some days we worked together, then I fell to lulu because his luluness. Oppss.. Actually was in opposite way, he fell to me because my luluness. Anyhow, NgeeShin is the witness of our love. Isn’t it? Kakakaka~ I love lulu and I miss NgeeShin too.
jian drafted on 1:50 AM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Christmas
Every one was asking me what my plan’s tonight since yesterday. I have no plan!!! However, since I love my lulu so much as you guys know, and then I will just follow what he’d plan. But he always has no plan. So, what we will do is wait.
Lulu just came to my house to surprise me with the tong yuen he had promised me. So he has cheers me up because I was being down since last night.
Last night, Jaclyn was so nice that invited me to have Korean food with her boy friend and another guy. It is at Hartamas and the food is damn nice. I forgot to take down the pictures of the food after I saw them and keep eating. And then we met up Meisi for roving at Hartamas and Bangsar. I was so down after I saw these two girls always having boy friend around them but I never get a call even a message from my boy friend for whole day until that point of time. So every one tried to cheers me up. But of course I will still keep my smiling face when I entered each outlet. Supervisor brought me to have supper after work at William and tried to make me happy with nice food. Finally I still down until just now lulu came. He just has the magic to make me happy (and sad sometimes). That’s love isn’t it? ;)
Buh bye. I going to Penang tomorrow morning.
Merry Christmas!!! Wish you get the presents as your wish!!!
jian drafted on 7:41 PM
Friday, December 23, 2005
Lulu Dog
Den Den...
I’ve found it at Gizmo, One Utama with RM169. I like that shop, they are selling many kind of special electronic toys with high quality. The robotic stuff you can find in that shop is not those kinds of toys that you saw at most of the toy shops with ugly look or bad quality skin. I was in rush when I visited that shop, I wish to stay longer there next time to explore more special stuff. The price is reasonable for all products though.
Ok, lets talk bout my cute little lulu dog. Welcome to lulu family, he is so handsome isn’t it? He will bark at me sometimes. But one thing I have misunderstood when I search for his functions in internet. He can remember 70 “songs”, the songs actually not like what you think. I prefer to call it “sound” because the “70 songs” are actually the sound come out from him when he has different kind of mood and to get your attention sometimes. So, my little lulu dog will bark to me once around 30 minutes. He always needs attention and he does not like people to touch his tail (he will get angry). He will shake his head and ears with the beats of music sometimes when he has good mood. If you turn off the music, his ears will go down and looks disappointed.


I love my little lulu dog!!!

I've got molest today in a pub. There was a tall Indian guy, he hugs me so tight and even kiss my cheek. I have tried my best to push him away but I can’t because the way he hugs was too tight. He keeps murmurs something like he can give me a family. I feel so disgusting but I can’t do anything until supervisor ran towards my side. And he was so sucks, he acts like asking me how much the cigarette is when my supervisor came. But thank god, my supervisor was there. I know he already tried his best to protect us. Thanks my supervisor so much.
Lulu said he will save some “tong yuen” for me tonight. Hehe.. I feel so blissful for having “tong yuen” with lulu *winks*. Wish lulu won’t forget to save some for me. Muacckzz ;) note: lulu dog love the song "When I'm Gone" from Eminem and "By theWay" from Red Hot Chili Peppers and this kind of songs so much. He keeps shaking his head and ears when he is listening this two songs and he will bark after this two songs finished. So cute. (He doesn't like slow songs much) ;p
jian drafted on 3:38 AM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Sold out || Car park problems
I went to One Utama today for shopping and searching for iDog. I am so disappointed that the shopkeeper of the Apple Mac shop told me that I can’t found iDog in Malaysia because it is sold out and the new version is coming soon (How soon it will be?).
Then, the shopkeeper for Levis shop also told me that the princess fit levis jean I am looking for is sold out and they are not going to order the stock again because mostly this kind of jean are limited. I love Levis lady style is not because of it is Levis like most of the girl. It is because my legs are too long for any other brand of pants unless foreign country branded pants. And I like the cutting so much for the princess fit version. Ya ya, maybe I just bluff for a reason so I can buy some thing I like.
Lulu bought me a dinner dress from Xoxo. I know he is trying to make me feel better. I love the dress but I love him more than that of course. So, today we spent a lot of money and I am thinking of my lulu must be very heart pain even though he never show out.
I am having car park problems currently. Usually I park my car in front of the big yellow door in front of the house I stay. Then, there are two rooms to rent now because of two house mate are moving out. And then, my house owner complained bout the sign she put outside for room to rent cannot be seen because of my car. So, she asked me to park it at the backstreet but I was refuse to do that because there is dangerous at night and there is a soya bean lorry car always have to pass by that road which will always need me to move my car due to the road is too narrow. Today, my house owner asked me to park my car into the house temporarily until the rooms are rent out. So I parked my car there and I thought I don’t have to be so worry bout that any more. The sad thing is, when I came back from work just now, the mother in law of my house owner asked me do not park my car there because she used to look outside from her sofa but now she cannot see anything except my car. Nghhh… I feel so bad now. What should I do? Park it to the backstreet which is very dangerous and inconvenient (some more I don’t have the key of the back door) or just ignore what she said (I can’t do that, she is so old and watching outside might be the only entertainment she has)? Or I should park my car to the yellow line for temporarily until the room rent out and wish not to get any saman from police? I feel helpless.
I just found a site that lulu entered from my PC before called Dr. Liew. I can’t stop reading his blog’s entries. He is funny but cruel sometimes. I going to link him into one of the blog I read in my blog. ^^
jian drafted on 2:10 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Christmas is coming soon. If you do like to buy some chrismas presents to your friends (better include me *grin*), here is a list that recomended.
I-Dog (from Hasbro)


Nourished exclusively on music (although, like all of us, it appreciates a little positive attention), the palm-sized i-Dog moves and grooves to the rhythm of your musical beat. For a robotic canine, the i-Dog is remarkably expressive, employing an entertaining assortment of flashing lights, head tilts, ear lifts, and even growls (should you flick its tail). Plug it into a portable music device with the included dual connector cable, and watch it respond while the built-in speaker plays along. All dogs like to be off the leash, however, so i-Dog can go wireless, too--simply place it next to a speaker, or take it anywhere music is playing. With such winning design, even those skeptical of robotic toys may find themselves giving it a pat on the head to reward it for rocking well done, or pressing its nose to let the pup take a nap. Multicolored lights, sounds, and movements, along with a "personality" programmed by your continued musical input, keep the i-Dog fun and interesting.
iDog can sense your touch - when you touch it at different part of its body, it tells you it is happy or not. The LED lights also express its emotion. Its face can sense light so when it is playing music, you shade its face with your hand then the rhythm will change. It composes and plays wonderful music in different mood. iDog can remember up to 70 songs. Feed it with sounds when it is hungry! It loves any sort of sounds.


I love it so much. It is so adorable. They said it will barks at you if you not feeding him music and he feel too lonely. If you watched the movie "All about love" before, you will find that this dog is so familiar. But I don't know where I can get it in Malaysia. Is around $30US (not including the shipment fees). iPod (from apple)
Holds up to 1,000 songs and full-color album art Only 3.5 x 1.6 x 0.27 inches and 1.5 ounces Bright 1.5-inch color LCD display Up to 14 hours of battery life(1) Apple Click Wheel Charges and syncs via USB Accessory-compatible Dock connector Completely skip-free playback Works with Mac OS X or Windows 2000/XP Plays music, podcasts and audiobooks Holds up to 25,000 photos(2) Syncs contacts, calendars and to-do lists
I know I know, iPod video is too expensive. And I think i-Pod nano is good enough. It is only RM700++ if you buy it at HongKong. I was so regret that I didn’t buy it. But I just found out that Ellen is selling iPod currently and she can get it with RM700++ also. Just I don’t know whether she can get that price for me again. I thinking of buying it, frankly. So if I have an iDog and it can play with my iPod, then Wow... is perfect. Levi's Princess Fit (http://www.ap.levi.com/princessfit/) This is the story... Once Upon A Time, a young lady walked into the enchanted Levi's castle.In the corner a sparkle caught her eye. It was a beautiful sexy pair of Levis Lady's Style Princess Fit jeans. She tried them on and all her wishes came true.Wish for Sexy HipsWish for Instant Slimming MagicWish for the Longest of Legs....... and she lived sexily ever after. (Is funny, I know) Wish for Sexy Hips Wish for Instant Slimming Magic Wish for the Longest of Legs 
It is sold out in 1U's levi's shop and even Parkson 1U. Is RM289, and it is cheaper than you buy it at HongKong and Singapore. I did lot of reseaches on this jean. *winks* Blythe Manufactured by Kenner in 1972, the original Blythe (now known as "vintage") was produced for only one year because of poor sales.For 28 years, Blythe was a curiosity that only doll collectors were interested in. Then she made her comeback, first with photographs by Gina Garan and then when Blythe was selected to be the campaign girl for Parco's 2000 Christmas campaign produced by CWC, the charming animated stop-motion commercial introduced her to Japan in a big way. Blythe remained the image girl for Parco through the summer of 2001.The first neo-Blythe, Parco Limited, produced by CWC, manufactured by Takara, with permission of Hasbro was released in June 2001. Together with Takara, since the launch of Blythe in 2001, CWC has created and produced 37 neo Blythes. A year after the launch in 2001, a smaller version of the Neo Blythe was created, lovingly called "Petite Blythe".By end of July 2005, there have been 47 neo Blythe and 87 petite Blythe produced in all. 
Some people said she looks weird. But I think she is cute. Vincent who is my general manager when I was having industrial training always asked me to take down the blythe picture from my desktop. He said she looks scary. I think she is very sweet. If compared with iDog, I prefer iDog of course. Nokia Fashion Carrying Case (from Nokia)  
It is original from Nokia and I found them in Nokia Malaysia’s web site. But I never see them in market. Maybe is not popular. Actually I prefer casing in box. But I still haven’t found any that makes me feel likes to buy it. My baby phone is getting sad and sad in my beg without casing. However, I still love iDog the most!!!
So, where's my Santa Claus? Maybe I don’t have a Santa Clause though. Anyway, the words "Merry Christmas" can replace any present to me. ;)
jian drafted on 11:14 PM
Lulu

Lulu said he was being asked about how come he called lulu in my blog. Is proud to be a lulu, I told him. There are not much people being called lulu. There are bunch of people wish to be lulu, though. Lulu is a nice name that easy to memorize. In dictionary.com, lulu means a remarkable person, object, or idea, and also a very attractive or seductive looking woman (Opps!). If you search lulu in Google, you can see that there are so much lulus, such as lulu web site, restaurant Lulu, Lulu’s games, planet Lulu, Lulu official, Little lulu and so on. (See, there are bunch of people adoring lulu)
Don't be sad sad, darling. Last but not least, I love lulu. ;) Is proud to be lulu, isn’t it? (I am lulu too, hehe.)
I still feel dizzy today. 
jian drafted on 3:04 AM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Dizzy
I feel dizzy this few days but extremely wish to get out from my room. I wish to sing k, shopping or watch movie. But I am lying on my bed most of the times. I feel like seeing many stars around me and feeling blur all the time. I never take drugs before, but I wondering the feeling I having now is it just like the feeling after took drugs?
My dear house mate is screaming to her phone right now. I seldom talk to her. But I know that she is a very straight forward girl. Although sometimes she seems like quite scary because the way she talk is like scolding people and demanding, but I do like her. I respect her and I feel that she is a very unhappy girl with a too boring life. She is repeating her day and doing same things all the day. She has a boy friend but I only saw him once and they seem like not very close to each other. So, she is screaming to the phone and crying now. I can simply heard it if I open my door. Poor girl she is. She must be frustrated to her life. I wish she will be fine although I not really know her well, silently. 
I miss lulu badly.
jian drafted on 10:28 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
We went to Shen Zhen and we visited the Window of the World at there. Window of the World is the park that earns the most money compare with other parks in whole China. It is a place that full of famous places or buildings from other country but with smaller size. I didn't see KLCC there, though. So, there is a slogan at ShenZhen which is "you visit ShenZhen, ShenZhen give you a world". I think this slogan is depicted this park.
Then before we came back to Malaysia, we have like few hours free at HongKong. So we went to a shopping mall and have dimsum in a quite class restaurant. We have ordered more than 10 dimsums since my dad said these is our last meal in HongKong so don’t care bout the bills. Honestly, the foods there are so nice. The prawns are so fresh and big. It was so suffer when I grouping those pictures. I can’t stop hungry when I saw them.
I am working for Kent this few days. Not much chance to see lulu. And I feel so shame shame to see any one since I've did so much stupid things. ;(
jian drafted on 3:34 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
I've did many stupid things this few days. - I've read lulu's message in his phone Inbox and Sent. I understand that's bad and I admit that I'm not a good girl. I just "curious". Then I was getting myself upset because of some messages. It cause me can't sleep well, can't eat well and I even cried for nothing. The point is I can't let lulu know bout that because I read his message when he is not there and I thought he will angry. So I have to pretend I'm fine but actually I'm so sad. Then today, he told me he actually knows I read his messages and he knows I'm nervous. So I have to tell him every thing. Then he laugh at me non stop. I wish there is a hole and I can hide myself inside.
- I went to shopping with Ellen today. My car cannot start when we prepared to leave. So I thought is because of no battery. Then I called lulu but he is too far from One Utama. So I called Ping (Ellen’s boy friend), and he actually just around One Utama. He fetched all the guys (my friends) to One Utama just to help us. But I found out that my car cannot start is because of I didn’t put the gear from D to P when I park my car there. Unfortunately they already reached the parking lot. So of cause I was being laughed again. I wish the hole I hide has a door, so I can lock myself inside the hole.
- Then I was fetching Ellen to Mamak since I promised them for a treat. I’ve forgot to on the light until I reached SS2. I wish I can hide inside the hole, lock the door and throw the key to far far far away.
- As usual, when I shopping with Ellen, I’ve bang something again (when she was in fitting room) and we are lost inside the car park lot again and again.
Ellen said I am blur queen. I am maybe.
However, although I seem like quite unlucky but I still have lulu and good friends with me. That’s make me feel that I’m the most lucky person. I never thought that lulu won’t get angry but think that I’m funny (I just curious sometimes) and I’m like wasting my energy to be sad for few days. And I never thought that my friends will come and help me when my car was down (maybe because Ellen was there, not because of me). I never thought that I can be so terribly “lulu”.
jian drafted on 4:01 AM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
I've came back from HongKong and ShenZhen. So, everything starts from the day before I went there.
Lulu came to see me after I worked for Kent at mid night with supper. I'm so touch.

Then I went back to Kajang House. On 5.15am early morning Monday, we already wake up and preparing to go to airport.

Dad and mom were so tired on the plane. And the food is not nice.



We stay at the Hollywood Hotel in Hongkong Disney Land. It is the best hotel I’d stay compare with other hotels for other vacations. They have plasma TV, iron, ironing-board, hair dryer, cover for after bathe and etc. The small bottle of shampoo, lotion, hair conditional, and body shampoo with Mickey’s ears are so cute. My brother said he saw Donald duck and Goofy walking around the hotel. I didn't take their photo because I'm sick on that night and totally weak.

We went to HongKong Wongkok by using Disney train and their local train services. The Disney train station and the train are also full of Mickeys.

The following morning, we went to HongKong Disney Land. It is not as big as the Disney Land at US and Japan. And the games are for people from very young age to old people. So it is more suitable to go with family than couples or friends. The fireworks at 7pm every night in Disney Land are beautiful, though.

Hongkong is a nice place that you can always feel caring. They have many charities which will take care of the residents. When we were in Disney Land, we saw a lot of old folks who actually sponsored by the HongKong government to Disney Land to let them have chances for spending some times outside. The street in HongKong always full of signs that warning the resident to be careful of thief or memorize them some stuff. If you always watch HongKong movie, you might know that there is a wishing tree in HongKong that people believe if they can hang their wish along with an orange on the three, their wish will come true. Unfortunately, the tree has died few months ago. So currently their government is not allow people to hang anything on the tree and built a wood wall to replace the tree to let people hang their wish. They have put a lot of signs such as "we shouldn't be so selfish, we should think of the feeling of the tree", "the tree also need to rest" and etc.

We went to ShenZhen in China where is very near to HongKong after that. I will blog bout it next time. I have to group the photos together, so that you don’t have to load so many pictures. But I need lot of times to do it. ShenZhen is a nice place to buy things. You will find that the things we buy at KL and PJ are so expensive when you found that the things you bought actually from there and you can buy the exact item there with 10% of the price you buy at here.
Thanks to Ming Ming that talk to me when I was extremely upset last night. There are lot of things is unavoidable, what I can do is only love. The more I love, the more I’m nervous because I care it too much but the more I continuing fall into love. Weird I am. I feel better now. (As long as lulu's there with me). ;)
jian drafted on 3:16 AM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Lulu bought me supper last night after I came back from work. So touched. When he walking towards my house with a pack of supper, I feel like hugging him forever!!! Poor lulu has to work at weekend also, must be very tired. I wish my lulu healthy and happy always. Muacckkzz..
I am going to Hong Kong tomorrow. I'll going to miss u guys very much. I will come back on 9th of December. Good bye every one. Good bye to my dearest lulu. I will try to online there if can. I wish lulu will be with me for next vacation. I love you all.

Photo: Me with the kent's dress after work.
jian drafted on 3:00 PM
Friday, December 02, 2005
Do you ever have the feeling of calling some one you love and actually you have nothing to say but just want to hear his voice because you miss him/her?
However, you will try to not call him/her because you worry that he/she will feel you are annoying and putting too much stress on him/her.
I’m wondering what causing me like that. And what would you feel if you have a girl friend like me? Feeling sweet at first, and feeling tired and annoyed at the end?
Is it all the girls also like me? Or I’m just weird?
Would these happen to man too?
And what actually man wants from a woman? They prefer smart woman or stupid woman?
My ex boy friend always tried to turns me to a smart woman. He does not like a useless woman who can not survive without him. He wishes his girl friend know him very well, do the things according to what he is thinking. So I did. But I feel suffer after that. Feeling like taking care a big baby and never have the feeling of being take care. It is hard for a stupid girl to pretend as a smart woman.
Lulu said he love the way I am. He is not a lulu of cause. Lulu is being described on me because the real me is blur, idiot in some fields and everything can happen on me if you know me well. So, the situation is changed. He love the way I am, and I don’t have to pretend as a smart woman. But I started to worry that he become the old me. Because he understand me well and more than what I know about him. Would he feel likes to have a girl friend that know him very well? Sometimes I will doubt my self that how much I know about this man? Or maybe he just as simple as me (sometimes I can be very complicated) or he is much more complicated?
Ahh.. I even don’t understand what I’m talking about. Medicine makes me blur. (Ok, I know I’m always blur)
jian drafted on 4:22 PM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
I worked for Kent just now for roving team at Hartamas. There is a girl who she didn't bring her hand phone to work tonight. So I lend her my hand phone to contact her boy friend. Because she is the only girl that stay nearest to the supervisor, so the supervisor has to send all of us home first (hartamas >> bangsar >> section 14 >> bukit jalil >> cheras) then only can send her home.
Then she thinks that her boy friend is near by so she prefers to go home earlier by asking her boy friend to fetch her. And then she used my phone to contact her boy friend and told him to go projet petrol station to fetch her. What happen is we dropped her at projet petrol station at 1.30am. By 3am, her boy friend sent me a message, "Where are you now?”. That's freak me out man. I called him and I almost scold him. I told him that he suppose to pick her up one and half hours ago. And I asked her boy friend to let her send me a message after he picked her up.
I worry!!! Poor girl... Can you imagine a girl wearing some weird clothes and standing at projet station for one and half hours? Ahh... Wait, we both sick some more. Because we got flu, and food poisoning (the nasi lemak we have together at KL got something wrong).
So can you imagine A GIRL WEARING SOME WEIRD CLOTHES, HAVING FLU AND FOOD POISONING STANDING AT PETROL STATION FOR ONE AND HALF HOURS MIDNIGHT ?!! I am getting mad...
I waiting her message now... I wish she is safe. God bless Cheryl!!! 3.30am.
jian drafted on 3:14 AM
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