Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Lulu!!! HAPPY 7 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!
We both sick!!! So we went to see doctor together, both of us got flu but only me having fever. Would it be bird flu? Ahh.. I going to Hong Kong next week, I wish I can pass through the customs. I still have to work tomorrow, and I having transportation problem too. Sigh...
However, happy 7 months anniversary dear. I miss the moment we reading magazine together. ;)
jian drafted on 1:09 AM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Finally i've got the photos we took at genting. ;)
Most of the time we were staying in the room to read magazine and watch tv, only went out for lunch and dinner. But we enjoyed it very well. ;)
jian drafted on 12:00 AM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
I feel extremely lonely and missing lulu very badly after lulu was there with me for 2 days.
I'm sick.
jian drafted on 9:11 PM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
My house owner is a hot grandma that still will go clubbing but already fifty something for her age. My house owner, her grand daughter (4 years old), her husband and her mother in law (70++ years old) are staying at this house. They fight every single day and fight to each other. Today they broke the record which I stay here for 3 weeks because they fight in three persons who involved my house owner, her mother in law and their little grand daughter. Ohh.. Dear. The whole house was like shaking and they were screaming to each other like the highest voice can win. My house mate told me that I should use to it and just ignore their voices. Hehe.. What a funny family. If one day they start to hug and kissing each other, the sky will fall.
Yeah~ I am going to Genting tomorrow with lulu!!! I have my holidays since 2 months ago, but I don't have chance to go anywhere. Don't call me tomorrow and Sunday. Hehe~ *winks*
jian drafted on 4:13 AM
Friday, November 25, 2005
No sorry
Do not say sorry to women. No woman likes to hear the word "sorry". I have a friend who always waiting her boy friend to do what he had promised. Did he? No, he only said sorry. Sorry is a kind of hurt. If it's happen, then happen. Saying sorry is useless to turn anything back. When my ex boy friend scold me because of his bad temper, when he asked to break up because of little tiny things, when he threw me at the road side because of he thought I am troublesome, do you think "sorry" can undo everything? I did accept his sorry because I love him last time, but the word "sorry" seems like helping people to do bad things, though. I seldom hear the word "sorry" from lulu because he treats me nice. He did say that word last week and it reminded me the feeling of "hurt" which I experienced before although I understand that he really felt sorry and I did cry for my sadness before he said sorry (I have a long time never cry, it hurts my eyes and it makes me feel I am childish after sometimes. So I will try not to cry anymore, because my eyes still pain after a week). So I have decided that if you feel sorry to me, send me some flowers or present with the word "sorry". It'll make me feel better. So to my friend, I wish she won't get the word "sorry" anymore. That's killing us.
jian drafted on 12:30 AM
Thursday, November 24, 2005

Go fuck your self, Nick!!! This is the most disgusting message i've got!!!
jian drafted on 2:29 PM
Ohh.. God. I just realized that this few days I can't really eat much. Err.. I mean every time I can't finished my food. I always can't finish my food but this time is different. I can't finish more than half plate of food!!! But I’ll keep on hungry after a short while. So I just have some junk food such as chips all the times. How unhealthy I am. ;(
Will I become like that soon? 
Few days ago when I just finished the make up for Kent event, there was a guy sent me message and said something like miss me. Then I called him and scold him like how I scold the people who called me and asked me to be their friend. I am not friendly and I am pretty antisocial to stranger. Then, today he called me again. And how embarrass I am, he is my kai gor who went to Australia few years ago!!! He is the guy who dragged me out from house when I just broke up with my boy friend and keep on crying non stop. He is a guy who help me a lots in study, love, friendship and etc. But of cause, dear lulu.. He is not like you as my gor but finally become my dear boy friend. He has a very good girl friend very long time ago until now. He is a perfect guy that most of my friends will wish to have him as boy friend. Because he will cook for you, treats you like a baby, always ask for your opinions, rich and knowledgeable. But of cause, I am not his girl friend so I don't know his weaknesses. I don't believe in perfect. I mean he must have some weaknesses. For example the way he talk is too slow, so sometimes I can't even wait him finished his words (this is why I hang up the phone after I scold him without listen to what he said because he talk too slow few days ago). Anyway, nice to hear that he is back and he already finished his engineering study at Australia. ;)
jian drafted on 1:23 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005

I want this ;p . . . . . . . . .
jian drafted on 2:14 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
I am stupid
I did something stupid to lulu just now!!! Ahh.. I am stupid. *sniff*
I just love my lulu too much...
(I can't sleep)
jian drafted on 3:00 AM
I worked at Thai club last Saturday. We reached there at eight something, the place was empty until eleven. I'm not really like that place, though. I can say 70% of guys there are shorter than me. The "siu di di" there asked my phone number every time i approached them to join the game. I told them i am too old to them but they still keep asking. Haiz...





Can some one tell me what's that? It's moving...



The view from Thai club (I wished to go out when i worked there)

Then, i worked for Kent event last night. They rented the Volvo show room at sg besi then change it to a nice looking clubbing place. But i have no chance to take any photo there.
This is the make up from the professional make up artist. Ohh god... I even can't recognize my self. Every girl looks the same at there after the make up.

I bought a hat few days ago.
jian drafted on 2:33 AM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
I did not expect he will wake me up by phone even though he did promise me. I did not expect he will pick up the phone every time i call him because i know i am annoying sometimes. I did not expect he will reply my sms because i know he is busy. I did not expect he will wait me untill i finished my work at mid night because i know he is tired. I did not expect he will miss me when i am missing him badly. I did not expect anything. So, i am perfectly fine without any sadness or disappointing.
I need love. A lot.
jian drafted on 2:39 AM
Friday, November 18, 2005
I love the day after rain...
Danny asked me what he can buy for a very special friend as birthday present. Then i keep asking my self what i like as present. He said he wants a special one. So i have thought it, and he also think that is a very nice present but the point is where can he get it? And i also wish i can have one. It is... The toy in the "all about love" movie from andy lau. The dog toy that is very cute and has sounds and light on it after u touched his head. Kakakakka~ He said he will buy me one if he found it. But i won't put so much hope on him to get me the toy. I just want to know where I can get it!!! Where? And how much? Any one can tell me? I love it so much.
jian drafted on 1:35 AM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
What an accident?
jian drafted on 3:42 PM
My dear baby was spending few hours with me at here just now. I wish he is always here. ;)
Let see what my toys talk bout him...



jian drafted on 2:22 AM
Monday, November 14, 2005
So i have being honest to lulu that what'd happen last last night (I always being honest to my lulu). I knew he still feeling bad bout i bring some one into my house. Sorry baby. I love you. That's why i tell you. I know im not perfect girl friend. But i always trying to be. So dear, don't angry ya. Shall give my lulu more "bonus" (you will understand it you are lulu) then. I'm just too stupid sometimes (might be all the times). Muacckzzz..
Sek sek my lulu. He looks unhappy ;(

Lulu was fixing my pc

I wrote this on lulu's back *winks*

jian drafted on 11:33 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
I worked at holla bistro today. Everything was fine but i feeling bad because i even have no chance to talk to lulu longer for whole day. He was busying on his work at day time but i have to work at night. Hmm... I miss him so much. ;(
jian drafted on 2:22 AM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
I have move to section 14 and getting myself familiar to this place now. I tried very hard to get the internet access here. Thanks to danny that helping me so much. But my internet explorer has no respond, although my lulu fixed it up for me (he did fixed it, it worked, then after awhile its no respond again)
I went for an interview today for kent's event job. The job's pay is quite good, but i have to work for them four days a week and for 8 weeks. I have been selected, just i started to worry that if i really work for four days a week, i do not have the chance to meet my lulu much *sob sob*. Hmm... I wish i still can see my lulu like nowadays.
This is the few pictures i took at several places i worked last week.
Social at Bangsar.

Modesto at Bangsar.

I will be working at holla bistro again tomorrow. Wish every thing will be fine.
This is the girl lost her mother and her dad is at australia now. She is the house owner's grand daughter. I can't stand for her sometimes because she keeps coming to my room. She jumps up and down from my bed and armchair, and touches my things. She is cute sometimes, though.


She makes me tired.
jian drafted on 11:28 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
So i have to check out my room tommorow. I love this place. I stay here for two years and most of my friends are here. I love the environment here, the view from my window and the birds outside my window. But i going to leave. Last few days i was quite sad about that, i can't imagine the day without internet. But this morning, she came back. And i am no regret to move out when her phone keep ringing and she speak to the phone inside the room with no care bout i still sleeping (sleep is very important to me). I will miss this place. I will miss my friends here, and the environment here. I will set a target for the house i going to buy in future must has a good view from all the windows or balcony. I love this place.
I still haven't get the permission to apply internet access for the new room, so i might have quite some times cannot online. Ohh.. i don't think i can stand for the day without internet. And i feel bad about i might can't go out to look for lulu at midnight because the security there is bad. But i will try to, because i always miss him. ;(
jian drafted on 11:35 AM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Lulu help me move a lot of things to my new room at section 14. So touched. I always thought that he will has bad temper as who i being with before. I always afraid he will angry or he is in bad mood. But i am so glad that he help me so much and he still happy with me. Actually i never expect he will help me, because last time when i was with some one who i being with before, who (not my lulu) has bad temper, never respect me and i always afraid of getting scold or facing an angry face. Maybe i had been together with that guy for quite sometimes, it is like a stereotype of man in my mind. I worry lulu cannot stand for my weaknesses one day and turns to the man that will always scold me and even leave me at some places. That's why i just do whatever i can to show him how i appreciate him. Now he still treats me nicely since the day i know him, so i just wanna tell him that he is a man that i never thought i will fall in love with him before and now i love him so much. Thanks to my lulu. And thanks to my lulu's parent, cause they "delivered" my lulu to this world. So i can have such a sweet boy friend ;) 
jian drafted on 1:53 AM
Friday, November 04, 2005
Edited some photos taken few months go. X)





And i going to move to section 14 ler.
jian drafted on 1:57 AM
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