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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
lulu said the photo we took this time is not tat nice.. but i don think so.. hehe.. muacckzz... lulu treated me eat japanese food tat nite.. c.. damn nice..  we took photo in front of the mirror...   don take my photo *angry*  lulu: don angry like fansu.. seksek... lol  ok.. seksek... hehe..  lulu... y u open your mouth?  lulu: ok.. i close it.. hehe..   i wearing lulu's spec.. look like old lady.. yiacckkzzz...   thanks for every thing u did to me ya.. muaacckzz... u look good!!! jian drafted on 10:01 PM  HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! LULU... and im worrying (you know what i'm worryng). But thank you for everything u have did to me that let me feel that you are such a caring man i ever met. I love the way u touching my hair when i am driving, the way you talk to me, the way you hugging me, the way you kiss me, the way you holding my hand, the way you take away the glass from me when we having meal together just worry that i will splash the water every where, the way you worrying me will fall down or bang the glass, the way of trying to buy me something just to make me happy, the way you force me to see doctor when i fell sick.... i love all the ways you treating me. And i do hope these will last forever. I reading the sociology book which did mention that there are 2 kinds of self-presentation, which devides into outstage and backstage. Social interaction is just like the participants were performing on a stage. Outward performance is similar to what the actor does onstage and the inward feeling is comparable to what the actor does backstage. Lulu is not the audience that watching me under my stage. He know how i feel although sometimes i trying to cover it. I wish i can see what he does on his backstage. Maybe he just simply a lulu or maybe he is not. But with no doubt, he is my lulu. Muackkzz... Lulu!!! Dont be too proud of it.. kekekkee~ where's my photos? I cant wait to c the leng leng photosss i took with my lengzai loukong.. Faster send to me.. XP Love ya...
jian drafted on 1:46 AM Saturday, August 27, 2005  When i was 12, i thought that 18 considered old, and that's so far for me. Then when i was 18, i thought that 20++ considered too old, i must enjoy the days before 21. Then now, i am moving to 22. Lulu said i am self-denial, always trying to escape from reality. Haiz.. What to do? Who wants to be old? I just wants to always be like that... Always a lulu, always blur, always piggie... All my friends, althought u guys might not remember my birthday, i juz want to tell u guys that no need buy me any present since u guys are not earning money. Just keep in mind that, as long as u guys happy always, then that's the best present u guys can give me. Maybe after few years, when u guys doing big business out there and earning a lot of money, i wont mind to receive some thing like tiffany, diamonds, bmw and maybe a nice meal... Lol... Muacckkzz... jian drafted on 3:03 AM Wednesday, August 24, 2005 Wow... Check out who deleted ur msn but still on your list or has not accept your invitation. That's cool, but is cruel to know it. I rather don't know. The URL is http://msn.41m.com/ . But beware!!! After i login to this web site, my msn disconnect and after that my nicknam at msn changed to the advertisment of this website. We have Java quiz today. All insane called me when i still pigging on bed. So i can only take the quiz replacement at afternoon. And the quiz is much more difficult compare with morning quiz. Hm... What to do? I just too piggie. jian drafted on 4:06 PM Tuesday, August 23, 2005 I damn good girl today cause i attended the entrepreneurship class which i seldom attend. But the class is quite boring that the lecturer keeps blowing water bout his story and his friend stories. So i've sketched this...  I knew my drawing is not that good (many people said she looks like a ghost). But these just come out suddenly from my mind. SHE IS NOT A GHOST. She has no face because she even don't know how she looks like. She is tired, she went through many phases to looks for somethings she wants, but now she even don't know what she wants, totally lost. She is not me, but i might be like that sometimes, so i think i actually climbing the stair going to her way. I would like to draw something in the window, but i don't know what can i draw, so i just leave it blank. This is what ah ping sketched... Is the box of Marlboro lights ciggies box. We just too boring... Ngeeshin move out edi.. I never tot that she will move out so sudden. Sigh...I feel lonely... jian drafted on 4:41 PM Please shoot me lazy. Aim the gun to my head and ask me study. Ohh!!! I just hope can go travel, some where away from books, stress, exam... somewhere with a lot of trees, beach maybe, nice bed, nice weather (not hot but not too cold), beautiful building... and ofcoz lulu and fansu are shaking their hands and butts toward me. Cant u c it? I just think too much. Imagination. Ohh god!!! my brain should full of information analysis, distributed system, socialogy, entrepreneurship and java, not these... Hopeless.
 jian drafted on 12:41 AM Sunday, August 21, 2005 u r such a thief!!! u stole my heart, my dreams, my feeling, my thought, my body, everything!!! u super piggie hamsap lulu gor!!!  jian drafted on 12:25 PM Friday, August 19, 2005 My keyboard broken and my mouse got problems. So, i can only use my pc to watch movies, listen musics, c who's online at msn but unable to chat and read my fren's blogs but cannot leave any msg. Haiz.. I told my frens bout i'm totally lost for trusting any man and some of them suggested me to c doctor. I'm not doubting my boyfriend, just that i have no confidence to my self and because i'm too close to guys since im young so i knew more bout what they thinking. Anyway, i trying to not care so much and just enjoy the relationship between us ,because i know i cant lose him. Thanks to jessica for the advices that not to care so much... And jess, we actually can still continue our plan for share buying "gu poh's house". So we dont have to worry bout our future without any man take care of us. If we really get marry wif our bf eventually, that house can be use for us to hide inside when there is any fight with our husband ,and we also can go there for gathering once awhile to let our husband miss us. Kekekeke~ Nice plan rite? Any one wana join? Sorry to lulu that i always ask u stoopid questions... I know u feeling bad bout that sometimes, muacckkzz... that's just because u r such a nice guy that i worry i will lose... (don be too proud of it... kekekeke~ it's only valid when u treat me nice... beware!!! kekekekke~) note: i ate instant noodle again today.. once a week is fine rite? ;p
jian drafted on 10:37 PM Wednesday, August 17, 2005 Finally i have tot some new ideas for the design, but there's still some problems have to solve. Now, i just worrying i don hav enuff skills to make it. Hm.. My bro did say that he can help me to make it after i designed. But then if my mom know it, then she will definitely scold me cause his SPM exam is coming soon. Summore is quite heart pain to share the "salary" with my bro since he oso richer than me... He will be my last choice. Pray.
jian drafted on 1:24 AM Monday, August 15, 2005 i have stomach pain because got too much gas in my stomach for this few days. Sometimes even have to vomit to force the gas out of my body. So i went to see doctor wif lulu last friday, and doctor said better dont eat so much instant noodles. Then, i tried to force my self to eat bread and corn flakes when i'm not going out. But the taste is so bad. Hmm... Dunno how many days i can tahan... X( jian drafted on 6:44 PM Saturday, August 13, 2005 I've change the photos of my blog... this one nicer or laz one nicer? jian drafted on 1:38 AM Friday, August 12, 2005 I wish when i wake up tomorrow, i can hear the birds are singing outside. When i opened the window, the air is so fresh that i can smell the grass, i can see the blue sky with many cute white clouds, and i feel cold when the wind blows into my room. I miss the rain and the smell of the air that grass juz being cut. I have totally forgot the smell of the fresh air. I know however we blame also no use for the situation we are facing now. But i do wish the people who involved or intended to involve the open fire burning die because of lung cancer. Because is so unfair to us that we have to bear the consequences of their actions. Let's curse them together since we have nothing better to do to save anything now. There is pointless for them to applogize every times the haze recurs. One thing for sure, i wont eat smoky grilled chicken or anything smoky for at least few months. *Anyway, i'm so happy to c lulu today. I can only feel happy when he is juz bside me now. Muacckzzz...
jian drafted on 12:33 AM Wednesday, August 10, 2005 Today even worse for the haze at pj. Where is the blue sky and the flying birds? Maybe there are somes, just i cant c it because the hazy air. I think i shud buy a big tank of oxygen to prepare for the day we out of oxygen and ofcoz lulu muz get prepare oso. This is what i can see from my window  I went to utar today. Then what we have today? yeah~ Agreement for warcraft  Perjanjian warcraft: Dengan segala hormatnya, saya Chew Chong Ching (partner) dengan kad pengenalan bernombor xxxxx-xx-xxxx mewakili Chua Ching Hang xxxxxx-xx-xxxx (all insane) dan Gan Seng Ping xxxxxx-xx-xxxx (ah ping) bahawa kami akan mengundurkan diri dari dunia "WarCraft". Kami bersungguh dengan langit dan darat bahawa segala kegiatan yang berkaitan dengan "WarCraft" tidak kena-mengena dengan kehidupan kami lagi. Disertakan dengan dua orang saksi iaitu Lee Ming Han xxxxxx-xx-xxxx dan Khor Sujian xxxxxx-xx-xxxx bagi memastikan ketulenan perjanjian ini. Jika didapati sesiapa yang melanggan peraturan yang ditetapkan, apa lagi iaitu bak kata pepatah "leave father mother die". Surat perjanjian ini adalah sah dari tarikh 13th hari bulan Ogos 2005. Tempoh tamat surat perjanjian jatuh pada tarikh di mana peperiksaan akhir tahun bagi Year 3 Sem 2 berakhir. (every one signed) Tandatangan di atas menyatakan pihak berkuasa bersetuju segala peraturan yang dimaklumkan. Terima Kasih. Wa... is so sad to b their parent because their parent life are depend on them now. Haiz.. What to do? WarCraft will spoil their future. Gambatte guys... And wish u guys parent good luck... This happen every day in class, because of the WarCraft.  However, fansu n me miss lulu so much!!!  *Happy birthday to lulu's mom!!! and fansu's grandma X)
jian drafted on 1:16 PM Tuesday, August 09, 2005 The haze is so strong today and make us difficult to breath. So after doing facial at section14, i hide inside my room with fansu boey and ngeeshin who studying marathon. I am so boring and fansu also. So we have a fashion show for fansu. Before,  After,  Fansu is so angry bout the shirt i put on him. However, he always angrying. kekekeke~ damn cute X) muacckkzz... jian drafted on 11:17 PM fansu!!! I went 1U wif lulu today. Because he wants to buy his mom the Dior perfume as birthday present and so we can watch "stealth" at there (we love IU gsc cinema, da seat is damn comfort). When we hanging around and waiting the movie on, we saw him... Angry eyes, cute face and short legs. In fact, this is the second time we saw it, and lulu actually wanted to buy it at the first time we saw it. But i was so disappointed when i found it sold out when we went back and that place actually being replaced by "mummy". So now, we saw it again and lulu has bought it to me then we called him "fansu". The "mummy" is so pity that being put at another corner when "fansu" is here. Now, fansu is the only child adopted by lulu and me. And i called him "fansu boey" because lulu's surname is boey. But lulu is so sick bout tat name and his face will turn to "fansu" when i called our child "fansu boey". kekekeke~ However, his name is fansu boey and i will sleep with him from now on. I love u... lulu and fansu... muacckkzzz...
 i forced lulu to take pic with fansu... cant u feel it.. fansu actually freaking happy when his "DADDY" hugging him. hehe~ (lulu is shy.. there are lots of people looking at us)   wow... fansu's head is so big. lulu said can be my pillow.. hehe...  happy lulu family!!!   from now on, fansu has to live wif my poor dog... (fansu: ohh!!! help... don kacau me...) jian drafted on 1:34 AM Saturday, August 06, 2005 ngeeshin fell sick all insane fell sick partner fell sick moz of my class mates fell sick  Every where full of haze. The haze was so bad that there was the acrid smell of burning outdoors. It caused by the open burning in Sumatra and peat fire in Cyberjaya. I dont want to be sick, I'm sick of the feeling of having gastrick, cough, and fever. So, I started to eat da vitamin which on my table for 2 years but never noticed bout it. Besides, my dad went langkawi, but the thing is he wrote all the cheques in wrong date before he went there and ofcause included my cheque. So, I have to borrow money from few persons. KB lended me RM30, Ping lended me RM8, and lulu lended me RM100. I hate the feeling of be in debt!!! Hmm... But what to do, I've gastrick and I've to eat. And to prevent fall sick, i forced my self to drink 100 plus although i not really like it sometimes. 
jian drafted on 11:56 AM Tuesday, August 02, 2005 c my lulu at da left side... he is so cute... n so lulu... so lazy... try and click him.. he wil run for u... but he is damn lazy... after few minutes... when he think u r not really watching him... he wil stop and look around... juz like lulu... always lazy and cute... happy lulu family!!! jian drafted on 12:22 PM |
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